All my life i have been waiting for senior year of high school.....its not suppose to be like this, this is not what i wanted. I feel so alone but yet im surrounded by all my family and friends. some nights i feel so alone, i feel like im not doing something and i should. school: dont get me started i have always hated school the only thing i like about it is lunch and the gossip lol. plus i hate everyone. well gosh arnt i just a bowl of happiness.